Normal

What is normal? Why do I feel like I am not normal? Why does it take so much effort for me to live up to "normal". This is becoming incredibly exhausting, it used to be so easy to get through the day being what I am supposed to be but it's getting more and more difficult and feels increasingly fake. I hate fake but what choice do I have if I want to be successful at this career lark. It's all I have. I wish I was normal.